Assalamualaikum w.b.t…
Selawat dan salam kepada junjungan besar kita Nabi Muhammad S.A.W….
ALLAHURRABI..Terasa lama xupdate blog..kurangnya istiqamah dlm diri…

Hari ini hati terasa ingin menjenguk blog yg sudah ditinggalkan lebih kurang setaun lamanya…
Mak aih lamanya..yela klu update pun xde org bc pun..huheha…just luahan rasa sdn. Bhd.. =)
Hari ni terasa nk crita ttg tarikh-tarikh yg byk sgt anak2 muda diluar sana bt status di fb..twit2..or sebagainya…

Kbykan tarikh yg cntik tertarik n beautiful queu tu diilhamkan utk buat sesuatu yg sgt berharga…mayb lebih kpd perkara yg bermakna…ecehhhh
Cthnya: trikh pertunangan or perkahwinan 12/12/12..wow..gempaq sehh..uhehe..
Hari ni aku nk sentuh ttg tarikh 1.2.12 iaitu tarikh bulan hijri@hijrah bukan bulan masihi(bln omputih).. yess to be honest…I also alert dgn tarikh cntik tu tp not too tabsub kata org…
seriously…bila kite jumpa sesuatu yg kite kagum mmg dgn sendirinya kite akn excited terlebih kan?..hehe..

tp ketaksubkan tu yg kite cuba avoided kan sb whoever we are we need to think HIS plan is better than us..why?? Because I’m a Muslim.. it was my religion told me to do so… I’ve confidence in HIM no matter what I’ve surrounded by many things in Dunya.. where it just temporarily lent by HIM to us.. it’s my believer… one day I’ll face afterlife… if I do bad things there will be a punishment wait for me…

1.2.12 adalah tarikh bermakna utk my beloved abah…that was his birthday!! Jatuh pada 1 safar 1434 hijrah…cntiknya tarikh tu kan??
As wall clock’s starting the signal and make the sound to alert the whole house-life.. the time turned from 11.59 p.m. to 12 o’clock.. when time, date and day changed, It means that was my father’s birthday!!
Pnggilan jarak jauh dri Singapore from my older brother and also from my litte sister who stdying at one of a local university (still far from home) was made that night quite wonderful.
We dedicate the b’day song to our beloved father..of cos he was turning shy..ekekeke..
Abah..may ALLAH bless our family with HIS blessing and leads us to a straight and right pathway to HIS jannah…insyaALLAH by HIS will..amin!!

Abah maybe you don’t know that you are such an awesome father to us.. you are my first love and it always will until the end of my breath..
You had proven to me and to our family member without doubt that you are a good leader of our family..
You teach us about love.. love??..yes love..
I’m as a daughter really scared enough..i always think, might be my behavior n attitude in this world cause you (abah) have punishment in afterlife. Since you are a man who need to be responsible for what your daughter do..
Alhamdulillah...with HIS blessing I’m aware it was enough to have u as a man who give your love to us..i won’t crave it for another man…abah at this time, it just enough to have u, abg n adik…
All of men in our family truly love me, kak ngah n ma…
Abg and adik, I know one fine day both of you can be such a great leader like our beloved abah too…

ALLAH thanks 4 giving me living with all wonderful men that was halal to me to stay with..
Abah..thank 4 born to be my father…u always give us an advices and guidances to be a good slave to our creator especially me and kak ngah the daughter of this family.
Abg..thanks 4 always being at my side and protect me from the eyes of man who just want to play with girls’ hearts… you always remind me to perform the solat on time..love you abg!!
Adik…thanks so much 4 always alert me about “aurat” and also help me to cover up my hair by shouting and ready to get the “tdung” when the guest are at home without me noticing..you are such a good lil brother to me…
Adik..kakak still remember what you said..man is born to protect the woman…coz one day, adik will be a leader too..Kakak and kakngah still in adik’s responsible when abah n abg were not around..
and now adik, I was clear enough to realize that it was true...i lucky to have you..thanks 4 being and born as my lil brother and be part of our family…


These days is quite terrible and challenging...The task that is given to the parents was full with barrier, needs to be struggled and put more effort especially to monitor their child about Islam, Iman and Ihsan…
Smoga keluarga kita dijauhkan dari kelalaian, kesesatan y nyata dan kesombongan manusia yg hanya mementingkan harta, pangkat dan darjat..
Masih igt lagi kata2 abah…tiada guna hidup utk mnjadi kaya..impian setinggi langit tp cara yg digunakan utk mencapai impian itu penuh dgn kemurkaan ALLAH…rezeki y diterima tidak berkat, hnya dpt letih tp xdpt pahala, dapat duit tapi xdpt beli kasih syg ALLAH..usaha yg sia2.. tidak dpt sedikit pun saham utk akhirat kelak..sedangkan kerja juga salah satu jihad kecil utk kehidupan dunia..
Lebih baik kerja yg biasa,yg tidak melalaikan diri kite, yg diredhai ALLAH dunia dan akhirat..akanku igt smpai bila2..=)

Skrg byk sgt perkara2 pelik yg berlaku..tanda-tanda akhir zaman …rasuah, anak zina, arak n judi, pembunuhan berlaku sana sini, perogol, penzina, perompak dan sebginya…menyedihkan bila insan yg bergelar melayu yg terlalu popular dgn kepakaran tersebut..perkataan HARAM sudah menjadi sebati dlm jiwa setiap insan, tiada sedikit gentar pun hadir disaat perkataan HARAM disebut..

Persoalan yg seringkali timbul dalam benak aku sbgi sorng yg mengaku beragama islam…
Dimana ISLAM diletakkan skrg?? Ramai yang mengaku ISLAM tp tidak mengamalkannya dgn perbuatan..ramai yg mengaku ISLAM tp jauh sekali ingin melaksanakan perintahNYA…
Ramai yg mengaku islam.tp sygnya solat tidak pernah sekali-kali ditunaikan…sedangkan solat itu tiang agama..ALLAHURABBI…

Bukan ingin berlagak suci mahupun baik..tp kenyataan..aku sendiri byk kekhilafan jauh skali hadir kesempurnaan dlm diri tp jiwa n hati memberontak bila fikirkan keadaan skg….
Semua hukum ALLAH yg HARAM dlm al-QURAN dihalalkan sewenang2nya oleh manusia…
Manusia menetapkan hukum mereka sendiri seolah2 mereka berasa merekalah yang menongkah langit..sedangkan DIA MAHA BERKUASA keatas hamba2nya…ALLLAHURABBI..terasa bercucuran air mata bila mengingatkan diri yg terlampau daif, sombong,angkuh ini masih tidak bersyurkur dgn kurniaanNYA…

Masih adakah airmata penyesalan yg menitis dipipimu wahai saudara seislamku pada masa dunia sedang berbangga dgn teknologi canggih tnpa sempadan??
Masih adakah lg rasa malu yg melindungi pintu hatimu utk tidak melakukan perkara2 yg jelas haram dan mungkar?? Ingatlah dunia sudah terlalu tua…hanya masa yg akan menentukan segalanya..
dan apabila DIA mngatakan jadi..maka akan jadilah….
seandainya kita masih leka…hnya mngejar dunia semata..ibarat kita mngejar masa tnpa kesudahannya dan ingatlah jua suatu saat ia akan terus berhenti buat selamanya tnpa sekalipun mengulangi masa yg telah jauh ditinggalnya dahulu…ALLAH..ALLAH..ALLAH…